 Lady TA Aug 6, 2001, 2:41 PM Part 1 I sat at my family’s kitchen table thinking of him. Thinking about our good and times together and all the memories rushed into my mind choking me with such emotion like I never felt before. Silent tears started to form in my eyes and I silently blinked them away. I felt a tear going down my face and silently cussing to myself. ‘Never show emotion, never anyone see your pain that shows weakness within you’ The voice hissed at me I heard footsteps walking towards the kitchen and I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes not show I was crying about something. Taking a few deep breathes to calm my racing heart that was going to beat out of my chest right this second. “Hey Anne why are you up this early in the morning?” My mother asked me “I just couldn’t sleep no more mother I’m going to 19 soon and I need to learn some responsible around here” I said to her I looked into my mother’s eyes to see great confusion in them and then her eyes narrowed at me. “This is sudden turn around Anne and this is wouldn’t be because of your break up with Russell would it” My mother said to me “No my mother it wouldn’t” I said to her lying through my teeth “Ok Anne but I think it’s because of him that you’re” My mother said to me before I cut her off “Mother it’s not because of him Ok I need to act like an adult instead of child ”I said to her With that I got up from my seat at the table and stormed out of the kitchen. I balled my right hand in a fist to keep anger in check and I opened my bedroom door. I slammed it shut and sat on my bed. I pulled my legs to my chin and wrapped my arms around my legs tears flowed like a river. I closed my eyes and cried. “Damn you Russell” I hissed as I cried After moments of crying I vowed right there in my room to never let another man have my heart and slowly my heart turned to stone. “No one will get through this barrier to protect my heart from this hurt, pain, and misery” I said to myself I walked over to boom box and pressed the turner button. “Everyone there’s the slam hit from O- Town called ALL OR NOTHING” The DJ said Artist: O-Town I know when he's been on your mind You know I'd fight for you but how could Cuz I want it all There are time it seems to me Don't make me promises baby (Chorus plays through) Cuz you and I (Chorus plays through) More tears started to flow, as the song played to play on 104.1 which was my favorite station. “That’s how he ended it the bastard” I hissed venomously As the song ended I changed the station to 99.5 where another song was getting ready to play. “Here’s S Club 7 with their slam hit Never Had A Dream Come True” The DJ said as the female voice started to sing. Never Had A Dream Come True Everybody’s got something, I never had a dream come true Somewhere in my memory You’ll always be the dream that fills my head (Chorus plays through) As the song ended unbounded memories flood my mind and I never choice but relive them one by one. As each memory relived it’s self in my mind my heart grew ever so colder. My eyes came cold, emotionless, and almost lifeless now and I would begin my life without him. “Goodbye kind heart woman now enter the cold bitch to reside forever more” I whispered to myself I heard a knock at my bedroom room door and I checked my face to feel if any tears were shaded. None. Taking a deep breath I walked over to my door and opened it. I found my mother standing behind it and I lend against it with my arms crossed at my chest just staring at her. “Yes how may I help you?” I asked her My mother’s eyes widen at my question but more importantly she had too noticed the change of tone in my voice that was filled with emotion but my voice was only filled with disdain and coldness that chill her to the bone. “Anne I was wondering would you like to go with me to Springfield Mall?” My mother asked me ‘Oh perfect what a way to bring my self by shopping’ I said to myself “I would love to” I said to her With that answer from me my mother walked away and I shut the door. After shutting the door I lend against it and slowly down it. Landing on the floor I put my face in my hands in cried. “What am I becoming? A cold hearted, spiteful, bitch that got her heart broke by a boy who calmed to have loved me” I asked myself After crying for several seconds I got up from the floor and walked over to my dresser to find my black boot leg pants, my undertaker DEADMAN INC sleeveless shirt, and finally to make the outfit like good with black boot heels to make me look taller than I was. “Perfect” I said to myself After dressing I grabbed my silver and black brush and started to brush light brown hair with blonde highlights into a ponytail. As I grabbed for the black ponytail holder another memory hit me and I went to my knees at the memory of it. *** I saw myself brushing my hair with my white comb just after washing my hair. I was singing softly to myself and in that moment I knew that tunes it was Faithfully by Journey. Then I watched myself put on my baby soft perfume and then a knock came at the door. “Come in” I heard myself say Then the door opened and I saw myself smiling when I saw him. He stood at the doorway just looking at me with such love for me and I finished putting my semi damp hair and walked over to him. I kissed him softly on his lips and gave him a hug. I shuddered as I myself giving him that hug. “Hello princess ready to go” Russell said to me With that being said I walked out of my room and out with him to my family’s 2001 van. “I was so stupid to leave with him,” I said to myself as the memory ended *** “Please God take this memory away from me,” I cried softly as the memory vanished from my mind Breathing heavily, tears steaming down my face as the memory went away. Taking deep breathes to calm myself I slowly stood up and wiped the tears away. I grabbed the black ponytail holder and put my hair up in a ponytail. Then I grabbed my light pink lipstick and put that on very carefully not to miss up at all. Then I grabbed on my French White Mask roll on perfume and put that on. Finally after all that I looked in the mirror to look myself over and I nodded approve at my attire in the mirror. “Eat your heart out Russell” I said softly to myself I grabbed on black purse filled my money and some other things, flicked off the light switch in my room I walked out of the room never looking what I might encounter just by going shopping with my mom.
Part 2 Who’s crying now it’s been a mystery, and still One love feeds the fire So many stormy nights, so many wrongs (Chorus) Only so many years you can try My mom turned it up until it bounced off in the van and the song’s lyrics made sense to me. After hearing that song I turned the radio and turned station to hot 99.5 where another song that remained of him was Back Here by BBMAK. “Shit not this song damn he wore this song out,” I said to myself With that being said I changed the station to 104.1 where another song entitled Wonderful by Ever clear played. I turned up the volume for this song. “How can you smile with all those tears in your eyes” I sang along with the song “Anne so what do you want to eat for lunch?” My mom asked me I looked over at her with my ‘evil look’ in my eyes but I called it my LOD look when I am mad at something or at someone these days. “It doesn’t matter to me,” I said to her After saying that We resumed our silent treatment again and I wanted so much to tell her what was really bothering me today but I was scare she might not understand. As she turned unto the exit for Springfield I took the chance to tell her about what was troubling me. “You’re weak for telling your mother your problems you’re totally disgrace to female race” The voice again hissed at me “Mom you’re probably wondering why I stormed off this morning” I said to her “I was wondering about that but I’m sorry for thinking that you’re change was because of your break with from him” My mother said to me “She’s sorry, she doesn’t need to be sorry for what she was thinking this morning,” I said to myself “Mom you’re right about me changing because of him and it’s going to take me sometime to heal from his harsh way he used to treat me as you know… told me to watch for but I didn’t listen to me then I wish I had now I regret it” I said to her Sighing my mom took a breath before speaking to me again. “Anne I know you thought you were right I was wrong and now please don’t that against yourself this is just a another lesson in life and in relationships” My mother said to me “I know my mother and I know I have a lot of learning to do,” I added “You sure do you’ll find that special someone that takes your breath and heart away with one look” My mom said to me With that being said we continued our journey to Springfield Mall without knowing I would meet my Mr. Right but then my heart would be break in pieces in the year.
Part 3 “Everytime we come down here” I said under my breath My mom was in the turning lane when she saw the sign to meet the WWF’ superstars to include The Undertaker with his wife Sara, Kane, Matt Hardy with his girlfriend Lita, Today in the center of the mall or various bookstores in the mall. “MMM this might lighten Anne’s day up” My mom said to herself I happened to look over and see the sign. My eyes went wide as saucers and I can’t keep myself yelling like madwoman. I turned to my mom and I saw that she had smile on her lips. “You knew didn’t you” I asked her “Yes I did and I know how much you ‘love’ the undertaker, Kane, and Matt hardy so I decided to keep this secret until now surprise” My mom said to me “My mom I show the utmost respect to them and yes I do love them ok” I said to her I wanted to hug her but I can’t since she was parking the car in the parking lot. I felt my heart about to beat out of my chest and my breath was caught in my throat I can’t speak nor breathe. “Thank you mom this is the best thing ever” I said to her hugging her “Your welcome Anne” My mom said hugging me back After hugging my mother I unbuckled my seatbelt and stepped out of the van. I shut the door and I almost ran from the ran with the excitement running through my veins, but I was stopped when my mother called me. “Anne forgetting something” She said holding up a chain of some kind I stopped down in my tracks and I turned around to walk back to her. Then I realized what she was holding up in the air, two front row seats tickets to SmackDown! coming at the end of July. Then she grabbed three pictures of my three favorite wrestlers in the world and these pictures were ones I haven’t seen before while searching and asking permission to use them on my site I was webmistress of. “Here you will needed these Anne if you want to meet and have them sign it” My mom giggled softly “Where in the world did you get these from?” I asked her “Well that’s my little secret my dear which I will tell you later” She said to me I had to laugh at my mother’s thinking and we walked away from the van, I felt my heart swell up with such high hopes of meeting them at I didn’t image I would fall in love with two of them during this autograph signing.
Part 4 “Stupid females they make so crystal clear” I said to myself “Right” I heard my mother said to me Then all of sudden another memories came into my mind. I tried to keep myself standing up but it was useless I fainted. My mother looked over at me and saw I wasn’t moving. My mother knelt down beside me and tried to bring me back but to no vale. “Come on Anne dream on you’re never going to meet them” Russell said to me “Yes I will and you know what Russell you won’t be bale to stop me from doing so” I said to him “Oh what you doing to do after you meet and take pics of them post them on your site” Russell said to me “Yea I am and I’m proud of being webmistress, it’s just eating you inside that I spend sometime updating it and you understand why I am webmistress” I spat at him “Yea I don’t understand and I don’t like the site at all but I’ll deal with it” Russell said to me “Anne please wake up” I heard a voice I started to moan and move my head around. Slowly I started to open my eyes and but my sight was blurring at first. “What the hell” I said under my breath My eyes went wide when I saw my three favorite WWF Superstars knelt down beside me with my mother on my left side of me. “Are you right darlin’” A deep southern accent voice asked me ‘My god she’s beautiful! why am I thinking like this? How can this be? I’m married to Sara now unless she’s’ Taker said himself “Yes I think so,” I said softly “Are you ok You took nasty fall” Kane rasped “Yea I did but I’m ok really no need to make a fuss over me” I said trying to stand up The room seemed to start spinning very fast and I fell on my ass again for the second time today. “I think we need to get off this cold floor,” Matt said to them “Is she okay?” Another voice asked Matt “You’re right my friend” Taker said to him With some help from ‘Taker, Kane, Matt Hardy and my mother I got up off the floor. They helped me to sit down on chair provided by sercuity personal. After being sitted my mother had great concern written all over her face and I turned to look at her. “Anne what happened” She asked me “Well.. umm… I had another memory of when I and Russell were going out and these memories sometimes cause me to faint or fall to my knees” I said to her Her eyebrow arched up. “Another memory” She said to me “Yes it’s the second one since this morning,” I said to her “So that’s why you faint darlin” Taker said to me holding a cold glass of water with young woman with long blonde hair at his side I felt my checks burn when I heard him call me darlin and I downcast my eyes from his gaze. Taker raised an eyebrow and walked over to me. “Now darlin’ you don’t need to look down” Taker said kneeling before me My heart started to race like a racehorse and I looked up. I looked over his shoulder to see this woman with deep hatred look in her eyes and her arms were crossed at her chest. ‘Looks could kill I’ll be dead right now” I said to myself as I brought my eyes back to Takers. “See darlin’ that’s that so hard” Taker said with southern drawl “No it was not” I whispered to him I saw this woman walk up behind him and placed her left hand on his shoulder to show me that she was married to him not me. I saw Taker tense up when she did that and then with his right hand he patted her hand. “You see bitch he’s mine not yours” Sara said in her mind “Oh where are my manners I didn’t even ask your name miss” Taker said to me “It’s ok Taker no harm done I’m Anne and this is my mother Patricia” I said to him “Nice to meet you” Taker said to her “Nice to meet you too” My mother said to him “Now this lovely lady is my wife Sara” Taker said to us I felt my heart start to break into pieces at that statement but I never let him see it. Taking a deep breath not to cry in front of him importantly show that bitch how lucky she was to be married to him. “Nice to meet you Sara” I said kindly to her Sara came from behind Taker and shook my hand. Our eyes locked on each other and we ended that shake something told me wasn’t the faithfully wife she was acting to be I could see it in her eyes. “I wonder whom she is fucking behind his back,” I said to myself watching her leave Then out of the corner of my left eye I saw Matt Hardy whispered something to Lita and he kissed her on her check as she signed autographs. Then he left in the same direction Sara went. “Oh my god they couldn’t be? Could they?” I asked myself “How is our lovely lady brother” I heard Kane say “I’m just fine Kane thanks for asking,” I said smiling at him Kane felt his heart skip a few beats at the sound of my voice. “What’s happening to me? Can I be falling in love with her? But just met her today and after today I’ll never see her again” Kane said to himself as he looked at me “Kane why the sad face?” I asked him getting up from my seat Taker stood up and let me pass him. But my arm brushed across his chest and I felt heat from his skin when I did it. Smiling wickedly I walked over to Kane. “Please excuse me,” I said to my mother and Taker Taker’s breath was caught in his throat as skin from my arm brushed against his. Shaking the cobwebs Taker sat down next to my mother. “Well Taker my daughter seems to take to your brother” My mother said to him “Yes she does and I couldn’t help but notice a hint of sorrow in her eyes” Taker said to her Sighting sadly and shaking her head. “Taker my daughter has just started to get over her ex boyfriend and this boy has done lot of damage to her emotionally, but I think the most damage done to her is to her heart” My mother said to him Taker felt his rage started to boil hearing this but he didn’t show it all. “When I get my hands on him he’s going to be made famous” Taker said to himself Meanwhile Sara and Matt were locked with the most passionate kiss. Their hands roamed over each other’s body making very part of their bodies become aroused with lust. “Matt” Sara moaned as Matt kissed down her neck Sara ran her hands in his hair as he kissed lowered and pulling away from her Matt carried Sara into empty department and into dressing room where the lovers became one in mind, body, and soul.
Part 5 “I know I’m much of a talker those days” Kane said to me “Kane something is bothering you I feel it what’s bothering you” I said to him “How do I tell her? How will she react when I tell her?” Kane asked himself I felt Kane softly pull my hand in his. His skin felt so warm to mine and I felt another memory about to come. I placed my hand on my head. “Kane I think I need to seat down” I said to him “Why is something wrong?” Kane asked me with concern in his voice “Yes another of my memories are coming to mind please I need to seat down” I pleaded with him Kane without another thought he picked me into his arms and carried to me to a branch. I didn’t scream nor anything I love the feeling being his strong arms but those arms weren’t his brother’s that’s for sure. Kane sat down with me still in his arms and I laid on my head on his chest as the memory came into my mind. *** Russell and I walked around the mall hand and hand. People looking at us and smiled. I felt Russell tighten his grip on my hand which started to hurt. “Ouch Russell you’re hurting my hand” I said pulling my hand from his. “I’m showing everyone who you belong to my angel,” He said to me “Showing everyone who you belong too, I belong to no one Russell!” I said to him “You belong to me, you see you wear my heart necklace I brought you for your 18th birthday and that ring too!” Russell said to me My heart broke into two pieces to hear him say I was only a trophy to show off and he smiled at me. “You imaginable bastard” I said to him “You come let’s take a picture of us together for a key chin” Russell said pulling me with him. I had no choice to but followed him and take that picture. *** Tears were going down my face as the memory faded. Kane held me and whispered words of comfort to me. “It’s ok I’m here” Kane whispered to me “Kane please hold me just hold me and never let go” I said to him Kane’s heart soared with hope maybe love. “I wish I could take all those memories away from her and heal her broke heart” Kane said to himself as he held me in his arms. I pulled back little and I looked up in Kane’s eyes. I saw that his eyes burned only love and compassion for me and he raised his hand very slowly to my face. With his finger he wiped away all my tears from my eyes and face. After trying so I held his hand to my face just loving the warm from it. I felt Kane take my hand in his and pulled up to his mask. “Kane please let me see your face” I whispered to him I saw him hesitant and softy squeezed his hand. Then he let me go of my hand and letting his mask off. The mask dropped soundless beside me and saw faint scar on his left check. “ He looked just like his brother Taker,” I said to myself as I looked at him “This was mistake I scared her,” Kane said reaching for his mask I saw him reach for his mask and I looked him in his face and eyes. “You’re very handsome Kane,” I said to him “Did I hear her correctly? Did she say I’m handsome?” Kane asked himself “Am I? How can you say that?” Kane asked me about to cry “Kane physical appearance doesn’t matter to me and the only thing that matters to me is size of your heart” I said to him I saw tears started well up in his eyes and it was my turn to comfort him like he comfort me. As he cried upon me I started to feel my heart skip a beat and my checks turn red in blushing. “Can it be? I’m falling for three men one of which is married, another is fucking his wife, and another that is single” I said to myself Without knowing we’re being watching by my mother and Taker from around the corner. My mother smiled as she looked at me in Kane’s arms being held. Only Taker felt a small measure of jealousy in his heart but he realized that his desire to have me as his own wasn’t right and sighted sadly as he stared at us. “Don’t make wonderful couple?” My mother asked Taker “Yes they do and it’s been a long time since Kane let a woman into his heart again” Taker said to my mother My mother could hear a tiny bit of hurt and jealousy in his voice, but she knew sooner or later I would have to make a decision that would break one those men’s heart. “I could tell Taker I could see it in his eyes and his soul” My mother said to him Soon after Kane stopped crying and wiped his tears away. I smiled up at him as he smiled down at me and he lowered his lips to mine. His lips were so sweet and gentle against mine and I felt his struggle to keep the kiss very tender. We pulled back from the kiss. “Kane can we go one step at a time I don’t want to rush into anything serious yet” I confused to him “Yes my angel and I agree with you” Kane said to me running his finger down my check I softly giggled and Kane smiled. “Come on Kane we’re get back before your brother and my mother send a search party after us” I laughed “Yeah we better” Kane said to me I hopped off his lap and he stood up without putting his mask. I smiled at him as he held the mask in his hand and looked at it. “Well back to writing my hand away” Kane joked I laughed softly as I saw him put the mask on again. His light curly auburn hair flowed back his back and over his shoulders. After adjusting the mask I stood beside Kane who had his hand held out to me and I accepted it with no problem. “Shall we go?” Kane asked me I merely shook my head at him and we walked hand and hand around the corner to see my mother and Taker waiting for us. My face about turned white to see my mother and Taker standing before us with their arms crossed their chest and I felt Kane grip my hand in bit tighter. “Kane you’re hurting my hand” I said to him “Sorry did I hurt you Anne?” Kane asked me I shook my head no at him and we turned our attention back to them. “Enjoying the view” I snicker My mother can’t speak and I knew they were watching us. “Shit I get caught my daughter for spying damn have I lost my touch on spying?” My mom said to her Just then Sara and Matt were walked around the corner hand and hand in she stopped dead in tracks. “Shit” She said pulling Matt back around the corner “What Sara what’s wrong” Matt asked her “What’s wrong you ask? I just saw my husband Taker, his brother Kane, that bitch and her mother are around the corner talking Matt” Sara hissed at him “Just walk ahead of me and act like nothing happened” Matt said to her “How can I? When we just fucked each other’s brains for whole 3 hours and you ask me to act like nothing happened!? This is going to be harder than I originally thought with that bitch around, something’s telling me she has idea that I am not the faithfully wife I’m acting to be” Sara said to him “Don’t worry Sara she doesn’t know a thing trust me,” Matt said to her Sara had no choice but to trust him and go along with the idea. “Ok you see in couple hours lover,” Sara said kissing Matt on the lips They kissed passionate and before they could get aroused again they pulled away from each other. Sara walked away from Matt and walking over to her husband who was clueless about her having an affair on him with someone the roster, someone less his age. “Damn wanna great ass” Matt said himself as she walked her go. “Hey honey y’all doing?” Sara asked him sweetly I saw her and Matt coming around the corner walking hand and hand, it made me sick to see her kissing Taker the lips knowing was her lips accepted another man’s lips. I could tell by the way she walked that her lower part of her legs were sore from her lover’s love making session. “Nothing honey where have you been” Taker asked her “Shopping and looking around the mall” Sara lied “She’s a very convincing but her luck is going to run out sooner or later” I said to myself I decided to play little mind game with her and Matt. “If you don’t mind me asking Sara what were you shopping for?” I asked her “The usually wrestling magazines and other stuff,” Sara said to me “She thinks she can play this cat and mouse with me but she’s going to lose” Sara said to her “We better sign the last fan’s autograph’s and leave to prepare for our SmackDown! tapings” Matt said walking towards us. “Oh no here comes Sara’s lover, “ I said to myself “She doesn’t know thing I hope” Matt said to himself “Yea we better” Kane sighed sadly “Wait Kane I’m going to be at the tapings tonight and I was wondering if I and my mother come with you, Sara, Matt, Lita, and your brother please” I said to Kane Kane’s eyes lit up and he looked to his brother pleading with him for an answer. Taker for the first time saw that Kane was falling in love again with this young woman whom he just met. “Yes brother they can come with us” Taker said to his brother Kane picked me up into his arms and swung me around until I became lightheaded. My mother had shocked look on her face and she almost fainted. I giggled loudly as Kane put me down and we hand and hand towards the table with WWF fans were waiting in line to meet them. “Kane can I ask you a question” I said to him “I was wondering if you could talk to Vince about me working for the WWF as a valet/ wrestler” I said to him Kane looked at me with shock but I saw a hint of happiness within his eyes. “Sure Anne anything for you” Kane said to me After saying that Taker, Matt, Lita, and Kane signed the finally autographs before leaving the mall. Kane escorted my mother and I to the van. Kane had a surprise for me and he can’t wait until I got to the van to give it to me. “I hope she likes it” Kane said himself My mother looked back Kane and me she smiled. “She’s finally moving on with her life but it’s going to take a lot of tender love from Kane for her heart to fully heal from the pain that Russell caused her” My mother said to herself My mother walked to driver’s side of the van and I stopped inches from the passenger side door. I was feeling different emotions now and I didn’t know how to express them correctly. “Anne I have something for you I hope you like it” Kane said to me “What is it Kane?” I asked him “This” Kane said to me Kane pulled two backstage tickets for my mother and me. My eyes lit up and threw myself into his arms as I hugged him. “I take that I like it them” Kane said to me I pulled back from the embrace and I looked at him. “Not like them I love them,” I said happily “There’s another surprise I have for you” Kane said to me with wicked look in his eyes “What would that be Kane” I said to him “This” Kane said to me Kane pulled me into his arms and he pulled up his mask. He lowered his lips to mine and his lips were so cool against mine. “MMMMM” I moaned against his lips Soon we pulled part from each other only to kiss each other again. My mother growing very impatience she beeped the horn letting us know she was there. “I better go she’s hates waiting a long time,” I said to him “I know it’s going to be hard for me to keep my mind clear for my match tonight with you on my mind” Kane confused to me “I know my love we’ll see each other soon,” I said caressing his check under his mask “Here let me,” Kane said opening the door. “Thank you” I said as he shut the door for me We mouthed our love you’s to each other as my mother backed out of the parking lot and drove out of the mall parking lot. As my mother made a left turn I saw him getting into a rental car with his brother Taker and Sara and he turned around to me wave at him. He waved back at me and then I kept looking back at the parking lot until I couldn’t see him any more. Sighing sadly I turned my whole body to face front and my mother smiled at me. “I see you and Kane have something,” My mother said to me “Yes mother he treats me like a queen and he has wonderful personality with sense of humor” I said to her with dreamy look in my eyes “I can tell by the way he looks at you and way I acted today,” My mother said to me “Yes mama” I said to her “How old is he?” My mother asked me “Oh no I wish she wouldn’t have ask that question” I said to myself “He’s 34 years old mom,” I said to her “He’s what,” My mother said “My mom please don’t be angry about his age please mom I’ve fallen in love with him” I said to her Sighly my mother decided to let us handled this. Then we had a quiet period between us but soon we’re talking about anything. “My mother I’ve asked Kane to talk to Vince about me and you possibility working for the WWF as valets/ wrestlers “ I said to her “You did, Anne” She said to me “Yes did and maybe we can start over somewhere else and you can possibility start dating again” I said to her “Yea I want to start over somewhere and maybe date again,” My mother said to me I turned on the radio and changed it to soft rock 97.1. “Hello after hours” I heard the man say to the caller “Hi this Kane of the WWF I would to dedicate a song to wonderful woman I’ve met and fallen in love with today” Kane said to me “MOM MOM IT’S IT’S KANE OH MY GOD” I yelled “Come down Anne jeez” My mom said jokly “The song is Faithfully by Journey and the song is dedicated to Anne” Kane said I about fainted sitting there hearing his voice and I closed my eyes as happy tears went down my face. Laughed and cried now no more sorrowful tears. “Ok I can play that for you” The DJ said before the song started to play Faithfully Highway run They say that the road Oh girl you stand by me Circus life And being apart ain’t easy on Oh, oh, oh, -- I sung from start to finish of that song. The part I sung my heart out on was the second verse of it. “Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy Of rediscovering you” I sung with tears coming down my face as that part ended. Just then I felt another headache again I knew it was another memories coming to mind. Placing my hand on my forehead and closing my eyes to let this memory in. *** I lay my head on Russell’s chest we drove home from the University of Maryland football game. University of Maryland won in overtime in its history. I could hear his heartbeat in my ears. My mother was following my father home from that historic game. Russell had his arm around my waist and his chin rested on my crown of my head. My mother put in Time 3 Journey ultimate collection. She skipped the first three songs on that CD until she got to Separate Ways (Worlds Apart) and after listening to that she turned up the volume in the van and with the windows we heard Journey’s Faithfully. In my heart vowed to be faithfully to him in this relationship never knowing shit and hurt he would put me through in the months to come. *** Breathing heavily I regained all my senses and I acted like everything was normal like nothing happened. “Mom it happened again” I said to her “Another memory” She said to me I shook my head at her and for the rest of the ride I remained silent until we home never knew what would await us upon our return.
Part 6 “She must of walked the entire mall and some” Taker said himself “Taker I have something to ask you it’s very important” Kane said to his brother “This wouldn’t be about a certain woman with strawberry blonde hair, dark brown eyes, and stands about 5’1 and is 18 years old would it” Taker said to him “Did I hear him correctly? Did he say she was 18 years old? Maybe he’s joking around I hope” Kane said to himself “She’s 18 “ Kane said to him sounding shocked “Yes she is brother but she’s had a rough life through and I hope this doesn’t ruin anything between you two and y’all look wonderful together I’m happy for you” Taker said to him “Thank you brother I feel like I’ve just socked in the lower body of my body hearing she’s only 18 my brother could I be charged with something,” Kane said to him “No Kane she’s 18 year which means she’s legally consider an adult now” Taker said to him “Why didn’t she tell me brother? Why? “ Kane asked his brother “Brother you didn’t ask her and maybe if she did tell you her age you might just drop like a bad habit” Taker said to him “I would never do that to her I love” Kane said stopping “You what my brother” Taker said “I love her brother she’s like angel sent from heaven to me and I can’t described it” Kane said rubbing his temples “That’s great brother I’m happy for you” Taker said to him “Thank you brother” Kane said to him “Also Kane I couldn’t help but over hear her ask you to talk with Vince about her and her mother Pat working for the WWF as valets/ wrestlers I think it’s wonderful idea through” Taker said to him “Taker I’m just scared that Vince might say no about them working for the WWF and I don’t want to break her heart again” Kane said to his brother “I understand completely my brother nor do I she’s like younger sister to me and the rest of the roster” Taker said to him “I’ll keep my eyes on Matt Hardy, Val, and Malco because I can’t trust them and I have feeling that Matt hardy has eyes for your wife and Anne” Kane said to him “I’ve had the same feeling brother and I know something is going on with Sara and Matt Hardy due the angel their in and I know Lita hates it like I do” Taker said to him “I know at least the angel is ending at the next pay view event coming up,” Kane said to him “I hope so brother” Taker said looking at his wife from the corner of his eye “Kane did ever get her address and number from her?” Taker asked him Kane didn’t answer and Taker just shook his head. “He’s got it back bad,” Taker said to himself “Brother totally forgot about that my mind was something else” Kane said lowered his head “It’s ok dear my brother we’ll out find right now,” Taker said throwing a telephone book at him “Taker we don’t have her last name how in the hell do you think I’m going to find her by opening this book to the D’s and finding her just like that “ Kane said to him “Brother ye of little faith” Taker said to him “I found it!” Kane yelled “Alright brother and give me the address so we can pick her and her mother up” Taker said to him as Kane started to read off her address. Sara wasn’t sleep at all she was faking it. She heard enough to know that her husband had a feeling that something more was going between her and Matt but he had no proof yet of her affair. “I’m running out of time before he finds out and I’ll get nothing if there’s proof of an affair between I and Matt I must take care of this now bit it’s too late” Sara said to herself as faked slept in the seat *** At my home we found a letter from my ex boyfriend requesting some items from me which I wasn’t going to give back to him. “The nerve of that bastard to ask for things he gave me and I know the rule of a guy giving you jewelry right mom” I said to her “Keep it and maybe sell it” My mom said to me “Damn right” I said laughing “Come on my dear we have enough to get ready for SmackDown! tapings and I know you’re going to sometime getting ready” My mom said to me “As if” I said to her “Yeah right Anne it’s going to take you an hour to find something to hear that you like” My mom said to me I just rolled my eyes at her and shut my bedroom door to get dressed, then I felt another headache coming again. But this one made me fall to my knees and almost faint again. “Oh God not another one” I said letting the darkness in **** I was rushing around the house looking for my shirt set and my mom was doing my hair for Russell’s homecoming dance at his school which was Bowie High not DuVal. “Anne hold still for minute if you don’t want this eyeliner pin in your eyes” My mom said to me I kept moving and finally I stopped moving so she could finish putting on my face if you will. Then my sister started to do my hair was the time was running out for him to here. I was giggling too much and I was pinning nails waiting for him to come. Finally I heard my brothers say, “he’s here”. “Oh god he’s here already damn it” I hissed under my breath as my sister put hairspray in my hair. “Let him in guys” My mom said to them “Ok “ They yelled back to her “Hey Russ you look good” I heard one of brothers say “Thanks man” Russell said Taking a deep breath I walked out of the bathroom and out to the living room. I looked down at the floor and not at him. “Damn” I heard him say “Thank you” I said under my breath Then we walked out of the house and his parents silver mustang that I would be in and out of during our relationship with him. *** I finally got up from the floor shook all the cobwebs out of my head and grabbed my black halter top dress with hot pink tank top to go under it and black biker shorts to go under the dress. Finally to set the outfit with a pair low heel type sandals and I hope that Kane would like this and that this wouldn’t bring a negative attention to me at all. “Hey Anne you ready yet time is wasting” My mom said to me “Yeah I’m ready,” I yelled at her I walked out of my room never knowing that this night would be a very magically night for Kane and I, and for my mother.
Part 7 "Do I look good? Maybe I need to comb my hair!" Kane said "Brother, just go and knock on the door for crying out loud," Taker said to him. "Okay, daddy. I'm going, I'm going already…jeez," Kane said exiting the car. Meanwhile my mother was waiting for me by the living room window and she looked out to see a dark blue mustang pull up to the front of the house. Her eyes turned into slits as she was worried that it was my ex-boyfriend coming to harass us again. She sighed in relief when she saw Kane getting out of the car instead. "She's in for big surprise," my mother said to herself Kane's legs felt like jelly and he was afraid that they were going to give out on him at any moment. "I think I can do this" Kane thought to himself as he neared the door and knocked. "Come in, Kane. This is a wonderful surprise," my mother said to him as she opened the door. "Well…. Yes it is, miss," Kane said to her. "Mom, who is that at the front door?" I asked, stopping in the middle of the living room. I saw my beloved standing before me and watched as his eyes grew as big as coconuts as he caught sight of me. "Hi, Kane,” I said softly. “I didn't know you were coming to pick me up.” "Neither did I,” Kane replied in an awed tone, his eyes still glued to me. “You look very beautiful.” "Thank you,” I told him, “and you look very handsome.” I giggled softly to myself. My legs didn’t want to cooperate all of a sudden, and it was very hard for me to walk towards him. "She's an angel from above," Kane said to himself as I neared him. "God, thank you for bringing him into my life," I said softly to Man upstairs. Kane and I walked hand and hand out of the house, my mother following us from distance. I happened to turn to my left, and saw ex-boyfriend staring at me from across the street on his bike. I saw great hatred in his eyes, but I merely rolled mine back at him. "Asshole," I said under my breath. Kane, my mother, and I got into the car and we all drove away. Not once did I look back to see if Russell was still there watching me like hawk in the sky, waiting for the kill. "She'll be mine, one way or another. I'll have her back, even if I have destroy something very special to her," Russell said, thinking of ways to ruin my new relationship with Kane.
Part 8 "Kane, it's happening again," I said in a whisper. "What's happening again?" he asked me. "Another memory," I replied. Then the darkness claimed me again. ******* Russell and I sat on the couch watching a movie entitled ‘Fear’. Both Russell and I were on the couch. He was sitting on one section while I lay stretched out. Time passed, and I say myself lying on his chest. We were watching a movie that had some scenes that young couples should not have been watching by themselves. "Give me that remote," I said, grabbing the remote from him. "No, let's watch it" Russell said, a wicked look on his face. "No! I'm going to watch it, Russell, it's something we shouldn't be seeing," I said to him. "Why not Anne? We're going to be doing that very soon," Russell said to me. "I don't think so," I hissed at him. "Why not Anne? You're afraid that I'm going to fuck you then leave you, right? You're just saving yourself for our wedding night, huh?" Russell said to me. "Yes, I do fear that you would leave me. And quite frankly, Russell,” I told him, “I don’t know that we are going to wind up getting married." I saw his eyes grow darker and his smile disappeared from his face. "What!" Russell yelled at me "You whore! You're seeing someone behind my back, ain't you?" "No, I'm not!” I denied. “I just have a feeling that we're not going to stay together for much longer. All we do lately is fight. It can’t bode well for our relationship. Especially with most of my time being taken up by work and school. And with you always being so overprotective of me! You're neither my keeper, nor my father!” Russell got up from his seat and roughly grabbed my arm, his nails digging into my skin so hard they actually drew blood. I tried to pull away, but he held my arms tighter. "Russell, you're hurting me," I said with tears in my eyes. "That will teach you for mouthing off to me,” he hissed in my face. “And you're going to be my wife, whether you or your family likes it or not." "I'm never going to be your wife," I snarled back at him. Russell let go of my arm and left without saying a word. But when I heard the front door slam shut with violent bang, I put my face in my hands and started to cry. "What have I done?" I asked myself, knowing that I made him mad at me. ******* Kane unbuckled my seatbelt and held me in his arms. He heard my whimpers as the memory faded away and he felt my tears hitting his arm. I moaned and started to move my head slowly. "Kane. Kane. Kane," I said opening my eyes. "I'm here. I'm here, angel," Kane said to me "Oh god, Kane," I said as I wrapped my arms around his neck and began crying. Kane held me very close to him and ran his hand down to my back to comfort me. My mother woke up from her dream to find Kane holding me. "Another memory,” she thought to herself. “DAMN it! Those memories…why don't they leave her alone? She shouldn’t have to endure any more pain." Taker looked back in the rearview mirror and also saw Kane holding me and whispering in my ears. Smiling, Taker just turned his attention back to road. Making a left, he drove into the arena parking lot and stopped the car. "Anne, we're here,” Kane told me. “Are you going to be ok?” I unwrapped my arms from his neck and sat back down in my seat. I merely nodded my head at him and Kane lifted his mask up. I saw a smile upon his lips, then they came down upon mine in sweet, tender kiss that took my breath away. His lips felt cool against my warm ones, and I wanted so badly for him to take me right then and there, but my conscience got the best of me. "Someday we’ll have our time," I promised myself. Finally my mother and Taker cleared their throats loudly. Kane and I ended our kiss and stared at them. My mother was giving me ‘The Look’…the same one she had given me anytime I got into trouble when I was little. My checks burned as I buried my face into Kane's chest. I felt Kane chuckle softly to himself and I started to laugh along with him. My mother looked at Kane and I like we were nuts or something. A few moments later I heard Sara moan from her ' restful sleep' in the passenger seat next to Taker. "Hello, sleeping beauty. I thought you were going to sleep forever," Kane teased her. Sara rubbed the sleep from her eyes and pulled down the mirror. I saw her eyes grow wide when she noticed that my mother and I were sitting in the back of the rental car. "Damn it, not her again," she said to herself as she reapplied her make up. "Hello, Ms. Sara. I hope you slept well," I said to her. "Yes, very well. Thank you," Sara said to me. "So, Taker, what's the schedule for tonight's SmackDown! tapings?" I asked. “Well, my young lady, you're going to be very surprised,” Taker told to me. "I love surprises! I can't wait," I said happily. Then we walked towards the arena, where I would get the biggest, baddest surprise of my life.
Part 9 "Go, Kane! It's about time!" I heard Test say. "I think everyone is very surprised to see me walking with you," I said to Kane. "I think you're right" Kane replied. The five of us walked along the hallway together until we came to Taker’s dressing room. Then Kane and I bid a temporary goodbye to my mother, Taker and Sara and continued on towards Kane’s dressing room. My mother had kept a watchful eye on us the entire time and, as we disappeared around the corner, she thought to herself, “I hope that they can control themselves until the time is right.” Eventually Kane and I arrived at the dressing room with his name on it. He placed his bag down on the floor and opened the door. "Thank you," I said to him as I entered the room. I flicked the light switch and the lights came on. My eyes went wide at the sight of leather couch and small table for food. "You like?" Kane asked as he entered the room and shut the door. "I love it, Kane," I told to him. "This is where I get dressed and prepared for my matches," Kane said to me. "Oh! If you need to get ready now, I'll leave the room…" I began, only to be interrupted by Kane. "No, I don't need to get ready yet, angel," Kane assured me. "Angel?" I asked myself. "Kane, why do you call me angel? I don't think I fit the description of one," I said to him. "The reason I call you an angel is because you remind me of one. And I think you fit half of the description of one," he told me. "Kane, why do you treat me so well?" I asked, tears about to fall down my face. Kane's heart almost broke at the sight of me crying. Kane walked over to the couch and sat down next to me. I felt Kane sit right next to me and nearly lost my self-control, wanting nothing more than to cry in his arms. "You deserve to be treated like lady and nothing less," Kane said. I looked at him with tears in my eyes. "I wish that I had met you before I…," I told him, not finishing my sentence. "I know, my angel," he murmured. Kane slowly wiped away my tears with his hand. I looked at him and saw only love shinning in his eyes. "I'm sorry for crying like this," I apologized, feeling self-conscious. "You shouldn't be sorry for crying, Anne," Kane said to me. "Do you cry, Kane?" I asked him. "I used to," Kane admitted. "You used to? You mean you don’t anymore?" I inquired. "No,” he responded, taking my hands into his. “I met you and now I have no reason to cry." "Kane, there's a song running through my mind," I said to him. Kane raised an eyebrow at me. "What song would that be, angel?" he asked. "’Angel’, by Sarah Mc Lachlan. It’s off the CD ‘Surfacing’, but it’s also on the soundtrack for the movie ‘Message In A Bottle’," I told him. "Can you teach me the lyrics so I can sing it to you sometime?" he requested sweetly. "If I had the CD with me, I could teach it to you by slow dancing with you," I said. "Have you ever slow danced before?" Kane lowered his head at my question, and an idea entered my mind. "Kane, I can teach you to slow dance," I promised him. "You can!" Kane exclaimed. "Yes, I learned from a good of mine," I replied. "Wait…I think I have that soundtrack in my CD holder in my bag," Kane told me. Kane got up from the couch and walked over to his bag. When he bent over all I could do was stare at his incredible ass. "DAMN! He’s got back," I said to myself, blushing furiously at the unbidden thought. "Found it!" Kane said, pulling out the CD holder. Kane turned around and saw my bright red face. "Anne, why is your face so red?" Kane asked me, perplexed. "Well… umm. I was...well…I was staring at your backside and I didn't mean too," I finally admitted to him. A second later I realized what I had said and put my hand over my lips. "Nice going, Anne, really nice," I commented to myself. Kane merely shook his head and walked over to me. I couldn’t bear to look at him, I felt so embarrassed. I felt him sit down next to me on the couch, then he put a finger under my chin and lifted my head up. "I…," I started, only to be cut off when he lowered his lips to mine in a kiss. I lay back on the couch as the kiss deepened, and I heard a growl come from deep in Kane's throat. All too soon he broke away and started to trail kisses down my neck. It felt like he was leaving a path of fire in the wake of his mouth. As we lay hip to hip, I felt his manhood pressing against my crotch through my black biker shorts and I felt myself start to become wet. My heart was telling me to let him fuck me until I cried out his name in blissful pleasure, but my mind was telling me it wasn’t the right time or place. "Kane," I moaned. A similar battle was going on inside Kane, as he fought his desire to take me then and there. "We have to wait for the right time. I don’t want our first time together to be on a couch in a locker room,” Kane reasoned with himself. "I'm sorry, Anne, I didn't mean to let myself get carried away," he apologized, getting up off of me. I felt a twinge of disappointment as he moved, but I knew that he was right. "Kane, I'm sorry too," I said to him. "Now, how about that slow dance you promised to teach me?" he inquired. "Oh, Kane, I would love to, but it doesn’t look like we have a CD player,” I told him sadly. Kane picked up the CD from the floor, where it had fallen when we had been kissing. Then, as I looked around the room for a CD player, I had an idea. "Does the sound crew play music from their trucks?" I asked him. "Yeah. Why?" Kane inquired. My lips curled into a smug smile. "Just wondering," I replied, grinning like Cheshire cat. "What's going on in your head?" Kane asked me. "Nothing…just an idea," I told him. Kane’s curiosity wouldn’t let him give up that easily, however, and, his child-like nature coming to the fore, he began to ask me questions to try and figure out what I was planning. "Kane, doesn’t Jeff Hardy have a CD player that we could borrow?" I asked him, trying to distract him. "Yes, he does," Kane confirmed. "Could you walk with me to Jeff's locker room so we can ask him for it? I don't feel very comfortable walking by myself," I said. "I would love to," Kane agreed with a smile. We got up from the couch and walked out of the locker room. Neither of us had any idea as to what we were going to hear and see in the Hardy Boys' locker room.
Part 10 "Odd," my mother said to herself as she watched Sara exit the room. "Ok, Taker, what's the big surprise that you were talking about in the car?" Mother asked him. "Just the usual build up for the upcoming pay-per-view. I'm thinking that my brother might have something up his sleeve for your daughter, too," Taker answered. "And just how will it benefit my daughter?" she inquired. "Damn! She's like police officer questioning me about a murder," Taker complained to himself. "I don't know, ma’am. You might want to ask him," Taker told her. "I'm sorry for all the questions,” she apologized, “but I just don't to see my daughter’s heart broken again." "That's ok, I would do the same thing if I were you,” Taker assured my mother. “Your daughter is in good hands, though. Kane would never hurt her. It’s alright for you to relax a little, now. In fact,” he continued slyly, “I think I might know someone on the roster who would be able to help cheer you up.” "Who might that be, Taker?” she asked. “I hope you aren’t trying to fix me up with someone." "No, mama, I would never dream of it,” he told her, trying to look innocent. “I just thought that you might like to get to know some of the other wrestlers. The person I was talking about is Bradshaw, of APA." "Who's Bradshaw?" my mother inquired. "Got her…hook, line, and sinker," Taker chuckled to himself. Taker told my mother all about Bradshaw, what his personality was like, his hobbies, anything he could think to tell. My mother just sat there listening to him, now and then interrupting to ask a specific question about Bradshaw. Taker was feeling rather proud of himself for the progress he was making in setting up Bradshaw and my mother. Now he just had to introduce them... "I’ve got it!" Taker exclaimed to himself as an ideas suddenly came to him. ******* Meanwhile, Kane and I were on our way to the Hardy Boys’ locker room when we nearly ran into Sara. "I wonder why she's at the Hardy Boys’ locker room," I thought to myself before shrugging it off. Then out loud I said, "Hi Sara! Have you seen my mother? I need to speak to her." "Yeah, she's talking with Taker about something important. I'll tell her you're looking for her," Sara replied. "Thank you," I said as she passed us. "Damn, that was too close," Sara mumbled to herself as she headed back to Taker's locker room. Kane and I, though, had other, more important, things on our minds than worrying about why we had run into Sara on our way to the Hardy’s locker room. "Kane, I think I need to take this dress off. I feel very uncomfortable with the way some of the guys are staring at me. I feel like a girl in Playboy Magazine," I said to him. "Why do you say that?" Kane asked me "The dress just doesn't leave much to the imagination, as you can see," I explained. "If you feel uncomfortable in it, I can see what I can do about a change of clothes," Kane assured me. "You would do that for me?" I asked him, somewhat surprised. "Yes. That and more," he told me. Then we were outside the Hardy’s locker room. I knocked on the door and heard footsteps coming towards it. Then the door opened, revealing a surprised Jeff Hardy. "What can I do for you?" Jeff asked Kane. "I was wondering if we could borrow your boom box for awhile," Kane responded. Jeff Hardy couldn't believe what he had just heard Kane asking. "Damn! This lady must have done something to the real Kane. This one is actually talking…and asking for my stereo!” Jeff Hardy thought. "Sure! Let me get it," Jeff told us, still looking slightly shell-shocked. "Kane, I think he's wondering where the old, angry Kane is," I whispered. "I think you're right. Did you see his face when I asked him to use the boom box?" Kane quietly laughed. "Yeah, I did. He looked like he was about to piss himself," I giggled. At that we burst out laughing. I still had tears running down my face when Jeff returned to the door with the boom box in his arms. Jeff had a bewildered look on his face when he saw us laughing. "So are you going to let me in on the joke?” he asked us. "We'll tell you later, Jeff," I promised. "Ok, well, here's the boom box," Jeff said, handing the radio to Kane. "Thanks, Jeff. We’ll take good care of it,” Kane told him. "You’re welcome, guys. Have fun," Jeff said, shutting the door. "I don't think we should tell him what we were laughing at," I said to Kane. "Yeah, he might not think it's funny," Kane agreed, still chuckling. We walked down the hallway and back to his locker room, where I was going to teach him to slow dance. "I hope he doesn't step on my feet," I said to myself. We walked into the locker room and Kane shut the door with his foot. "Ok, let's plug this thing in and your lesson will begin," I instructed. "No problem. Can you get the CD off the table, please?" Kane requested. "Sure," I said, walking over to the coffee table and picking up the CD. Little did I know that I was being watched. "Damn," Kane said to himself as he watched me bend over and pick up the CD. As I turned around I caught him staring, and I slowly walked back over to where he stood. "Enjoy the view, lover," I purred in his ear. "God! Does she know what she's doing to me?" Kane asked himself, feeling aroused. "Yes, very much," Kane replied in husky voice. "Here's your CD," I said to him. The moment our fingertips touched I knew it was over. Kane, with lighting quick movements, softly pulled me over to the couch. He sat down and settled me in his lap. I moaned softly as I felt his manhood pressing me, begging to be freed from its denim prison. We could no longer control our desire for each other. "Kane, I want you to be my first," I murmured. Kane looked at me for second, then he nearly ripped off his mask. "Anne, I want you so much it's killing me, but not here…not like this. Maybe tonight, if your mother will let you come back to my hotel room with me, we could….," Kane protested, only to have me interrupt. I cupped his face into my hands and kissed him. I felt his arms tighten around me, and I wrapped my legs around his waist, pressing myself harder against his manhood. My hands were tangled in the hair at the back of his head, giving me more leverage to use in my tongue’s explorations of his mouth. As our kiss deepened, the passion started to build between us and I knew that tonight I was going to become a woman. As we pulled back from the kiss, I saw his own intense desire for me in his eyes. Breathless, I unwrapped my arms from around Kane’s neck as he held me close to him. I loved the feeling of his skin under mine, and soon I would feel his body against mine. I trusted him completely, this man that I had been in love with from the first time that I had met him. End of Book 1 Book 2: Let's Make Love coming soon!
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